Technology

I am back once again, and on a new machine, albeit the newer version of my old model. Truly I don't know much when it comes to computers. I can do more than my mother can with programs and such, but my brother has always been the computer programmer along with my father. I just know what looks pretty and how to get on the internet. It's all I've ever needed to do, and since my screen on my 3 year old computer decided to quit on me I just got a new computer. Luckily, Best Buy was able move all my files from my old computer on to my new one so I suppose besides the $800 I'm now out, I suppose no harm no foul. Things could have been worse.

In other news, my personal life has been less than stellar. I don't know why I still bring myself to try to hang out with Michael. Every time I talk to him I either end up sad or angry, but I still can't bring myself to not try to give him another chance, just as my friend. I keep trying to make everyone happy, and it keeps making me unhappy. I think that's the biggest reason that River tries her best to keep him away from me. She really has the best intentions at heart, she's just worried about seeming like a busy-body. She shouldn't worry so much, because I know she really does have only the best intentions at heart, I just seem incapable of cutting people who need me out of my life, and I'm not making life better for anyone. I suppose that's just my personality. I need praise from people, so I find it impossible to cut off anyone who likes me. I need to know I'm liked, I need to have someone telling me I'm a good person, or I just can't bring myself to believe that I am. It's not good I know, it makes me so easily manipulated, and I hate that about myself. Oh well I need to go to bed. It's much too late.