Melancholy

I suppose sometimes there's just no helping just underlying crappy feelings. I suppose that's what you're suppose to feel like after a break up, even if you're the one who did the breaking up. I mean I can ignore it for a while, do things with friends, but I really just feel like shit. I assume that it gets better, it's not the first time in the history of the world that a couple has broken up. I know it was the right thing to do, but I still just sort of want to lay in bed and cry. It just feels so bad. It's just one of those lose-lose situations I suppose. You feel crappy in the relationship, and you feel even crappier out of it. There's just no controlling emotions I suppose. As Michael said when we were cementing the end of our relationship last night, We just weren't built for logic. I suppose some of us are more logical than others, but there's still that crappy emotional side of us. I can understand not liking emotions. They do such awful things to us, but then again, life keeps us together. Gives us the good and the bad, and I'm just going to have to live with the bad right now. To quote Spring Awakening, "There's a moment you know, you're fucked"
-Lia